Saturday, December 10, 2005

It's just emotion taking me over...

A mental state that arises spontaneously rather than through conscious effort and is often accompanied by physiological changes; a feeling: the emotions of joy, sorrow, reverence, hate, and love.
A state of mental agitation or disturbance: spoke unsteadily in a voice that betrayed his emotion. See Synonyms at feeling.
The part of the consciousness that involves feeling; sensibility: “The very essence of literature is the war between emotion and intellect” (Isaac Bashevis Singer).
I used to have a problem dealing with my emotions. Now, I can say that I already know how to deal with it but most of the time, I really can't control it. I am not perfect. Just human. (Such a stupid reason! haha!)
I'm sleepy and I can't think of what else to type in here. I am very sleeeeeeepy! Slept only for 3 hours after making my very first blog post for this online journal. That's why I have to make my grand exit now and off to dreamland... zzzzZZZzzzzzZZZzzz

Friday, December 09, 2005

not another weblog...

i can't remember exactly how many times i've tried to revive my online journal... in fact, i still haven't started my personal page... bought the domain ( last june but all you can find there is "UNDER CONSTRUCTION!" wehehehehe =) i'm just LAZY to think of a good design and i'm not that good in designing pages... really! hmmmm.. poi pwede ikaw na lang himo? lol! d gani si aiai na lang... xmas gift nyo sakon! hehehehe =) kidding aside... that would be an insult to my ownself for making you do the things which i know i can do (only not that good as what you can do guys!)
it's past 12 in the morning... looks like i'm back to my old habits again... but i have to be a bit more disciplined because i have work later... as in LATER! and i must sleep by 1 or else i'll be dozing off in the office later... and someone might get angry... he's actually sleeping already but if he finds out later that i'm still up at this very moment... paakig lang ko yah eh! anhon ko na yah kay wala pa ko yah natuyo! soweee yan! peace! =) Masleep na ko yan sbng na promise na gid na...
Later.... =)
now playing: MXPX - When Grey Skies Turn Blue