struggle

jobless again... longest time worked??? four months!!! yeaaaah!!! 4 as in F-O-U-R...
i'm still the same old me... i thought i can handle my emotions well... but up to now, i still don't know how to deal with it... =(
this is me... the childish-22yearold-soon-to-be-23-spoiledbrat!!!!
i don't know how to be patient...
i don't know how to deal with different kind of people...
i get easily affected...
when i'm not happy with what i'm doing, i easily give up...
i'm struggling to change my attitude... i want to stay longer in a job... i am not contented!!!! =(
Life is indeed a struggle... and i am impatient!
hmmmm...
anyone? comment??
i know that the problem is with me... not with the situation... not with my coworkers... not with the type of job i've been into... not with the bosses and supervisors... not with the salary...
solution??
I HAVE TO CHANGE MY ATTITUDE!
I HAVE TO LEARN HOW TO DEAL WITH DIFFERENT KIND OF PEOPLE!
I HAVE TO BE CONTENTED!
I HAVE TO HAVE PATIENT!
AND I NEED TO LOVE MYSELF...
need i say more???