=) whew! what a day! have a lot of deadlines to meet... Thank God there will be no papers to be passed next week for the thesis documentation... but we need to double time with our database design... we still have not started our backend for the thesis :( i have to learn more about mysql... waaaaaaaaaaaaah :( i'm so stressed out but i'm ok... i'm happy being busy... i still have to plan for our SYMA Ball, September is fast approaching and i have to line up everything before August ends...
anywayz... i'm trying so hard to be ok emotionally... but i just can't fake it! it's hard to pretend but i have to do some sacrifices... i have to get over him as soon as i can... being busy is never an answer to this stupid problem of the heart i guess... coz it doesn't work! in the middle of my hectic schedule, thoughts of him still pops out in my mind! tsk tsk tsk... crazy in love?!?!? i hope not... but one thing i'm sure of... i'm not obsessed! lolz...
have to go... in 5 minutes, i have to leave csl7... reporting sa managerial accounting! ako mareport! weehehehehehe... wala lng...Ü
have a nice day everyone! God bless...Ü

hello... it's already 9pm. in a little while, i have to back up all my mp3s and other important files because tomorrow, one of my barkada, karl, will be coming over. he will help me in reformatting my pc. i really need to clean up my hard disk... its full of unimportant programs and i just want to delete all unnecessary files.
anywayz, the seminar i have attended was all about how to conduct a meeting and basic report writing... it took place at University of Negros Occidental-Recoletos. there were two other delegates from the university supreme student government. One is Tiffany, a CAS (College of Arts and Sciences) senator and Maybelline, the President's Executive Secretary. we're supposed to be four but the other one haven't contacted any one of us... i have learned a lot from the seminar and i am thankful to Ryan (usls-ssg president) and Hudson (usls-ssg vice president) for choosing me as one of the representatives of our school. i am very excited to share to them what i have learned. i am also excited to apply what i have learned. i know that those things could help me improve my leadership skills basically in presiding meetings... and about the basic report writing, the Minutes of the Meeting was the one given emphasis among the four documentations associated with meetings. i think i can share this to my friend who is presently the secretary of Rotaract, also to another friend who is DMI's current secretary and also to the secretary of our academic club, SYMA.
University week is fast approaching... i need to contact the SG people specifically Hudson to confirm the committee i am going to handle. one of my friends told me that i am a part of the UWeek Working Committee but i don't know particularly what committee to handle... tsk tsk tsk... another tough and challenging job! :D
i'll be back later... irc anay! lolz...

i just got home from the Rotaract induction of officers at Convention Hotel... I have drunk a little amount of red wine and here i am now trying so hard to stop myself from catnapping... lolz... I just want to keep my promise that i'm going to go back here and update my blog...
anywayz, i need to rest na... i have to sleep na gd. i need to attend the seminar tomorrow or rather later (its past 12 na gali, so its already 26)... i am one of the four representatives of our school... i'l talk about the seminar tomorrow na lang bcoz i really can't stay too long...
i need to sleep na gd! nytz everyone!Ü

here i am again in csl7, stealing a few minutes to blog... its been a long time since i have stopped blogging and i really missed blogging :( i'm an irc addict and i easily forget everything once i am inside the chatroom...
we don't have a teacher right now, she's absent but she left an exercise for us to do... i'm bored at the same time i feel nervous because in just a few minutes, we will have our first midterm quiz in Managerial Accounting :( :( :(
its time already, i have to go... i'll be back later... i really will... i need to update my blog...
i miss someone..... guess who!!!! hehehehehe...

Monday! a beautiful day to start the week... hehehehehe... anyways, here i am again in csl7, making use of the internet connection, our teacher is absent, hehehehehe ;)... got no time to blog at home because the moment i turn on my pc, all i do is click on the MiRC icon and then guess what happens next!?!?! hehehehehe... of course! CHAT til the sun rises up again... lolz... i'm not joking! but i hate my daily routine! i want to change! but i really don't know how :( i wanna be serious with academic stuffs... i need to get back to the average GPA i used to have... but i just can't start a good study habit and it's all because of grrrrrrrr... MiRC! (nangbasol pa! hehehehehe)... I need to be disciplined... anybody can tell me how can i start a good study habit?!?!?! Maybe i need to list my priorities... hmmmm... that is:
1.) do assignment
2.) check planner for important upcoming activities
3.) chat! (lolz)
4.) sleep
what do you think?!? haaay naku! layp!
i still have a quiz after this period... whew! it would be the second quiz in Managerial Accounting... fixed cost, variable cost, contribution margin... contribution margin percentage, return of sales (ROS), net income, net loss, target profit in Peso and Volume... waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!! i'm sick and tired of reviewing! I just wish all that i have reviewed would come out and nothing new will come up to surprise us... teachers can oftentimes be mysterious. i guess not oftentimes... ALWAYS!!! lolz... i'll try to be back tonight.. review ko anay liwat! kulbaan ko!!! wish me luck! whew! God bless!! :D

hello!!!! i'm back! its been a tiring week and i really feel exhausted...Ü i need a vacation break! totally stressed out due to school works and personal problems too... but i can manage everything. I know I can keep everything in tact! brb later...

Long time, no blogs... lolz... i'm just lazy and i don't feel like blogging for the past few weeks. you can find me in the chatroom... eheheheh... how many days have i missed blogging?!? almost a month, i guess. here i am in csl7, waiting for the quiz to start... Integrated Accounting! hehehehe... a computer class and accounting rolled into one..Ü
i'll be back later, i need to update this blog! whew! there are a lot of remarkable events that happened for the past three weeks and i need to recap them for my blog sakes! lolz... i guess i have to review again, wish me luck for this very first quiz! i'll be back tonight!Ü

here i am in an internet cafe again! =( bad... i just wish that they had already finished fixing my monitor... im off to guimaras tomorrow! yehey! anywayz, im waiting for tanisha here at surfing moo. she's going to lend me her batik for me to use for the guimaras raid... i have to go.. kad2 ko kay matt sa webcafe! hehehehe...

its 1:45pm already... =( i feel sleepy. i'm surfing for a shareware project management tool which is similar to MS Project 2002. I finally found one... I have to go back to work...Ü

back to losing weight again... whew! its very tiring but i have to... no pain no gain pa kno hambal nila... hehehehe.... here i am, sa cafe na naman... i went to Jega Byte just this afternoon, but they haven't finished fixing up my monitor. I still have to wait for tomorrow. Anywayz, Midnight offered to drive for me this afternoon... I'm very thankful she offered its because its raining and i really hate it when i have to go to many places with the rain pouring down so hard... its past 7, i think i have to go home na... til tomorrow...Ü

it hurts! i haven't posted for how many days?? hmmm... for two days! =( very bad! I have tried to bring my cpu to my cousin at BCG. What they have discovered is that my pc's memory went loose... hehehehe... and then the tech cleaned the different specs of my pc. What's great is that she handled the cleaning and check up costs (wehehehehe ;> )...
I brought my monitor at Jega Byte (this is where i have my bought my pc 2 years ago) and tried to ask Bobby (one of my pc's techies) what's wrong with my video card or with my monitor... After 5 minutes of trying to get my monitor to work, they have discovered that there's something wrong with the power supply. There's a part needed to be changed because it's not working anymore. Ouch! It will more or less cost 500 bucks! =( whew! 50% of my salary for the Typing Master class... anywayz... it doesn't even include the service charge... tsk tsk tsk...
Im pretty much excited, 3 more sleep and then I'm off to Guimaras for the Guimaras Raid, an activity organized by NYE... Midnight will be dropping by around 3pm and then we will go to Neg Rep for the registration. I have to go back to work... Ü

here i am... in an internet cafe! =( very bad... bwas ko pa makwa akon pc... anywayz.. boring day! super boring... i have to go... i need to go home before 7:30pm... bye! Ü

its green day! lolz..but i received only 30% of my allowance for facilitating the Typing Master class, pero its ok, atleast may ara... ehehehehe.. i bought ice cream for my granny... i know she loves to eat ice cream as much as i do.Ü
anywayz, tomorrow will be the last day of my class, i'm gonna miss Lope for sure... He's the youngest of the 4 students i have in my Typing Master class... Such a cute boy, very makulit! As for the moment, i've been trying to figure out what would be the best gift to give to my mom on her birthday...Ü i'll try to be back again later.. kung indi ko matulogan... hehehehe.. last nyt, natulogan ko... with my pc and the lights inside my mom's room on... hehehehe... lapyo gd gro..Ü

great day! =) la lang... i just feel happy because i have done something beyond my expectations...Ü i have finished the background lay-out for the Real Property Tax Assessment Software developed by VaST for the city of La Carlota (imagine?!? ako toh nagdesign?!?) wierd! ehehehehe.. anywayz, Midnight dropped by the office just this afternoon.. I accompanied her to Robinson's because she wants to buy something for Mimi, her bestfriend, who will be having her birthday this coming friday (Mimi and my mom's birthday falls on the same date). We hang out for a short while at Negros Republik. The posters for the Guimaras Raid are ready for posting.. hehehe... i like the poster, simple yet very inviting to the eyes...Ü i'll try to be back later, i really feel hot, i think i need to have a long, cold shower...Ü

nothing much... went out with carlo ed, one of my barkada this afternoon (treat ko siya gna sa jamaican!)... whehehehe... wala lng... he oftentimes buys me ice cream and sometimes when he's got enough money, ginapanyagahan nya ko... hehehehe... anywayz.. i still have something to do, gtg! nytz!Ü

it's monday...Ü a great day to start anew. Too bad, i woke up late already, i was planning to attend a 7am mass at the USLS chapel. I haven't serve yesterday, and that means, i have missed one Sunday mass. =(
Ate lunch at school, with my barkada as usual. I just realized that this would be the last week that i'll be having lunch with them because by Friday, summer class is over. Well, i'm used to eating alone but what i will miss is the fun of having them around, trying hard to screw up my day by picking jokes on me. hehehehe... I still have work to do right now, i guess i'll be back this evening...Ü

nothing much... i just laid in bed all day trying to figure out my life...Ü
nytz!Ü

holy shit!!! la lng... i need to figure out something... ?!?

I'm very happy that tita nids' operation went smoothly. I dropped by the hospital around 6:30 because it took me almost 2 hours just trying to attach the files to my email so that I can download them here... anyways... Cookie, Junnel, Maica, Sean and RR were there. I have to go... Im not in the mood actually... A lot of questions are presently bugging my mind... ?!?
Don't mind me... Im quite ok... Nytz!Ü

Tita Nida is currently undergoing an operation (it was discovered that she has a 'mayuma' and diabetes).. the operation will last for one hour and thirty minutes as what Nimalyn told me earlier this morning at the hospital. I decided to drop by there before reporting to the office. I just wanted to let Tita Nida feel that I care for her (she's like a mother to all of us!)... I'll be going again there this afternoon... Jake will be there too...
Its 10am, and i have started to continue my work but i just can't concentrate with my job... =(
I want to be alone... I need some time for myself, I guess... I've been keeping in touch with myself lately but I just can't! What's wrong with me?!? Can somebody tell me pls?.. I really need to do my stuff here... I'll do my best to 'concentrate' and .... i dunno.... i'll be back later...

Great day! I went to lasalle to join my barkada for lunch... I always love having my lunch with rr and carlo because they always make me laugh... i'm just happy being with my barkada... and i really love being with them always... there's just the feeling of contentness and happiness that i just can't explain..Ü
I also received a bad news from rr, nimalyn's mom (his girlfriend and one of my barkada too) have been admitted in the hospital. I've decided to visit tita nids after my work but Maebelle fetched me at the office and she wanted me to accompany her to find a new mobile phone. She wanted to buy a new phone. Actually, Vincent (a VB instructor @ VaST), went with us... We had a great time sharing our ideas and oftentimes arguing... but thats normal...Ü
I still have to call Vincent... but before i forget, the yearbook (USLS) Editor in Chief texted me just this morning. There will be a meeting on May 10, 2pm... He told me to bring ballpen and to be on time... There will be an examination i think...
Anyways... I really have to go... Nyt!Ü God bless...Ü

hmmmm... not a good day =( Headache striked me while i was on my way to the office, and then a little later, ACID! whew! I swear! I'll minimize drinking softdrinks... I decided to rest for awhile but i didn't go back home, I went to my tito santi's house at villamonte. I ate my breakfast there (I haven't eaten my breakfast, maybe that's one perfect answer why my acid visited me again!)... and then texted Poi that I'm not feeling well. I rested for a while, watched cartoons (cartoon network! lolz).
Anywayz... I really dont have so much to share this night and i feel sleepy already... I really need to rest...
Gud nyt! God bless..Ü

***now playing - I Wanna Be With You.mp3 by Mandy Moore

=( daw matulog na ko! i really feel tired... first day of facilitating.... hmmmm... not bad! its fun facilitating especially if all your students are still 'kids' (la ko yah gapangkeds ha? hehehehehe). Four students were enrolled in my class, two boys and two girls, they were brothers and sisters.... at first i felt uneasy and uncomfortable. But after introducing myself and letting them speak something about theirselves, the uneasiness started to drift away. The eldest of the four siblings is a boy,named Lester , who just graduated from highschool, followed by two girls, Lace and Lori and then the youngest is also a boy named Lope... (I just noticed... all of their names start with the letter L)... I had so much fun being with them.
I feel sticky and dirty... I need to take a shower to refresh myself and then sleep! hehehehe.... With regard to the cookies... no bad comments... and Poi's only comment: 'bitin!'... That is a good comment which I think I should take into consideration... I should always remember that everytime I cook or bake something for Poi, dapat sobra² para masatisfy gid sya! hehehehe...
gotta go... Nyt²!!Ü

***now playing - You Are My Everything.mp3 by 98 degrees

gooooood morning! =) i just feel happy... today is May 6... hmmmmm.... Jake's birthday! Due to sleepy eyes and tired feet, I haven't texted him at exactly 12mn... Too bad... I'm not the first one to greet him HaPpy BdAy NeGrO!!! hehehehehe.... I love calling him with that term... it may sound 'suya' to somebody, but it is my only way to 'angga' him... He oftentimes calls me 'baboy'... pero ok lang... =) ako man na! lolz... I've been trying to lose weight, trying to go back to the ideal weight I had... the one which I had way back when my 2nd bf left me (that's not bad at all! it's advantage to my part, just never mind the crying session! hehehehehe)...
Its already 7:45 and I still have not taken a bath. I woke up around 5:30 just to bake the cookies that I promised myself to share with the people at VaST. I've already finished baking and packing them, the cookies are ready to go. But i'm not that satisfied with the taste of my cookies... it taste 'salty' but our helper tried to convince me that it taste good =(... bal-an ta lang na karon... kung suyaan ko ni Poi, laban gid na nga nd nami akon paghimo... (wish me luck!!)
I almost forgot, this afternoon, I will start my first three hours of 'teaching'.... waaaaaaaah.... (ako? matudlo?) I won't necessarily teach, I'll just facilitate... There will be three students in my class, all of them are kids! That's a big NO PROBLEM with me! hehehehehe... I know how to handle kids (ako pa! sa pagkabata bata ko, d ko pa na makaya?)... Til here na lang.. I have to prepare and its almost 8am... I'll be leaving home by 8:20 so that I'll arrive 10mins earlier... God bless!Ü

***now playing - All I have feat. LL Cool J.mp3 by Jennifer Lopez

i really feel tired and exhausted... i'll just bake the cookies tomorrow morning, and that means i have to wake up early... anyways... i need a rest!!! byerz!!! nyt²!!!Ü

I feel tired... :( i have to unwind a little... chat a little and then later, i'll bake some cookies. I've planned to bake my specialty, oatmeal cookies, and then bring some tomorrow at the office... La lang... I just feel like baking and sharing...Ü
I came home late already, I still dropped by at the courtyard, meet Stuffy and Poi... Stuffy was supposed to borrow Alvin's book on Adobe but I'm still using it as my reference because I am not yet through with the task given to me by Sir Jojo and Sir Felix, (and I still have to ask for Alvin's permission if Stuffy could borrow his book...) I was supposed to develop a manual for a software but I end up very meticulous with the screenshots.... hehehehe....
Anywayz, Poi is home and I just wish he will report to the office tomorrow... La lang... hehehehe... but he dropped by the office earlier this afternoon (maybe because Sir Marc asked him to do so) and then he gave me a necklace imported, take note... imported.. whehehehehe.... from boracay... hehehehe... tnx Poi!Ü
I'll be back later... (kung nd ko malipat! kag kung ok pa ang koneksyon karn)... i'll have my shower na because I feel sticky and I want to refresh before I proceed to my baking session... God bless!Ü

***now playing - Pretty Baby.mp3 by Vanessa Carlton

good morning! its sunday once again, my mom woke me up and gave me my three weeks allowance and the payment for the telephone bill... they have to go back to Tuguegarao i think, for business purposes but what i hate is the fact that my cousin went with them. Who should I blame? I have work to do and I dont want to go either. I'd rather stay here and chat all day... ehehehe... anyways, its already 9am and I'm still waiting for my grandma to come home from the market (actually, im waiting for my breakfast! ehehehe)... I asked my grandma if she could buy me something to eat from jollibee because i miss the breakfast meal already.
My mind's a little bit confused right now... I have finished downloading the song by Blue and Elton John (Sorry seems to be the hardest word) last night, in fact I even played it while chatting with my angel (?!?)... The moment i woke up, i turn on my pc and then run my Kazaa and search for the song, but it was nowhere to be found :( It practically means that I have to download again :(
Its way past 9am already... i just leave my pc standby for the moment while downloading... I'll just take a bath and then maybe I'll drop by the church (I've decided to serve during the 6pm mass)... I just miss some of my friends who are serving in the 10am schedule... Gtg...Ü God bless!

**now playing - Jealous.mp3 by Nina

grrrr!!! i wasnt able to post yesterday :( it was because of my stupid internet connection! anywayz... i still have to finish the layout of my homepage and then, i will also add a page for blog and start all over again. new life huh? ehehehe... its lunch time, gtg... God bless...Ü

hey! i had fun sa birthday party ni ram²... as usual, busog naman... ehehehehe... i have work naman tomorrow and i think i have to rest na.... cge! :) nyt!! God bless everyone!Ü

its Labor day and i have no work! yeepee!!! hehehehe... its actually ram²'s birthday, and kitch, maebelle, jake and me of course will go to her house later this afternoon (tsibog naman!) hehehehe.... its bad that lyn² can't make it, she's got chickenpox! pero paayo na xa... anyways, i have to go by now... i'll be back laterÜ God bless...

hello! ive got no energy :( im very tired and sleepy... but its ok, i have the whole day to rest tomorrow.... sleep, sleep and sleep. it was a very tiring day, and what's worst is that poi² will be going to boracay tomorrow, he'll come home by monday, that means, la naman ko toh upod sa friday!!! :( ok lang...
anywayz, sir marc offered me a job! whew! how did he know i needed money so badly? hehehehehe.... ms. elena asked me before i went out for lunch if i could facilitate or be the proctor of 3 kids who will take up a typing lesson.... i dont have to teach as what most teachers do, but i will just facilitate because they will be using the program 'Typing Master'. such an easy task! ehehehehe... but i need also to practice my typing because i myself doesnt follow the proper way of typing ( the home keys and whatever!)... as for the moment, im downloading the demo version of Typing Master...
i cant stay long... i really need to rest....Ü God bless...

:( i havent posted yesterday... i broke my promise again.... anywayz... crying session naman ko d! haaaaay! i just have to... if i wont, then i will forever keep all the pain inside of me... budlay magtago akig... i need to cry... cry and cry to the very last tear drop... para later, manhid na ko... sige... gtg... work pa bwas... nytz!

halo! i received a good news from poi a while ago... he texted me that its already confirmed that im going to start tomorrow working as trainee at Valderrama Science and Technology Institute...(VaSt)... Im pretty much excited but i also feel a bit nervous and tense... I have no idea what will happen tomorrow and worst of all... im really shy! hehehehe... But i have to take the risk... (kaya ko ni!)... Sige.. gtg... need to rest... wish me luck for tomorrow...Ü God Bless!!!

saturday! hehehehehe... i have to go to my dentist later around 10 to have my monthly check up and then later in the afternoon, i will have another check up, and that is for my eyes... whew! i dont want to wear eyeglasses!!! anyways.. i'm trying to finish my homepage layout and design but i really dont know what to do next... what i mean is that i really dont have any idea with regard to the content of my homepage... i cant think of anything... my mind's not good in thinking lately... im actually not in the mood... its almost 8am, i gtg, i need to take a bath and change and go to my dentist... i'll be back later.. i still have to finish my web layout..Ü God bless!!!

I don't feel like typing too much... I'm pretty tired... Bwas lang ko chika! (",)

whew! its already 9:30... i'm supposed to be taking a rest by now because i have only slept for 4 hrs and 30 mins... It took me almost 10 hours making my application letter and resume for the yearbook editorial and for my application as trainee at valderrama science and technology institute...Ü that was a pretty hard work but thanks a lot to midnight, melody and aiai... if not for them, i still should not have passed those papers... hehehehehe.. its hard to work with an empty mind and i really dont know how to make a very impressive application letter not unless i have full knowledge on how to make a really good one, and its not my fault, i still haven't taken up english6. it should have been easier... and i should have not seek anyone's approval and advices and comments...
the earth day street march yesterday wasn't really a big success, maybe because we have not put too much effort on assuring those whom we have invited to come and participate... but i'm glad it was over..Ü all the hardships and the pressure! whew! but i enjoyed my task and for me it was a success.. i love the last part.. the headshaving part.. better our hairs, rather than our forest!... unique motto right?? weheheeehhehe... i find those persons who volunteered to be headshaved wierd but i admire their stand with regard to illegal cutting of trees... i really cant see myself sitting at the stage in front of so many people with my head being shaved (nd na ako!!!) wheehehehe... i have my own ways to declare and show to everybody that i am a pure blooded environmentalist... til here for now... maybe i can add up more later.. balik ko anay sa irc.. damo ko toh karn mamiss.. lolz..Ü

I have promised to myself that i will update my blog everyday but it seems like 'promises are made to be broken :(' I'm always tired and i end up sleeping again... whew!!! Gonna change my habit!
Its already TUESDAY! and today is the big day! Happy Birthday Mother Earth!!! .... today is the International Earth Day, and later this afternoon, we will have a street march from different points, namely Lupit Church and Capitol Lagoon, the march will end up at the Bacolod Public Plaza where a short program will be held. Being the finance head of the activity is quite a tough job... (budlay manabon kng kulang na gd ang budget!) but i find it challenging because i am given the chance to interact with different kind of people. And what i love about this task is the chance of gaining more friends and acquaitances... and not only that, i have also gained self confidence because i'm dealing with people... you dont have a choice anymore... you must face them!!! Its like taking a risk... RISK!!! It reminds me of the quit message that therese have made weeks ago... The Greatest Mistakes We Make Are The RISKS We Didn’t Take… So If You Think Something Will Make You Happy, GO FOR IT So That You Won’t Live Asking Yourself “What if” And Telling Yourself “if Only”… Does it makes sense?? For me, it really makes sense! Its just like saying : "No RISK, No GAIN".
Its almost 10am... i have to go by now.. maybe i can add something later if i still have enough energy after the earth day program... oh my gosh! i still haven't texted my photoshop teacher that i will be absent in his class. okies... i have to go... God bless!Ü
***now playing: Carribean Blue by Big Mountain

the mass ended at exactly 12pm... success gd!! tiring gd kaayo... pero i had fun!!! :) serving Him+ makes me feel good and it gives me the feeling that life is not that bad at all... :)

Welcome to my 1st blog... hehehheehe.. its holy friday... and in a few minutes, i have to take a bath again (this will be the 2nd time i will be taking a bath.. its really hot!!) and change with my church uniform and zoom to the church again... at 4pm this afternoon, there will be a procession just around our place, and then there will be "du-aw" tonight. We will be the marshalls (as usual!).. and i'm quite excited about it... It may be a tiring job but i'm enjoying it as long as im working with my friends... Its 2:30 already, i have to go... tnx for visiting my blog....Ü God Bless!!>Ü<